I really want to have a baby but...?

Volunteer at a church nursery, daycare or babysit for friends and relatives. That will definitely get rid of the baby urge for now. You really should finish college, get a job in your career field, and live a little before having a baby. Life as you know it will end once a baby comes. If your BF says he is not ready then the worst thing to do is push a baby on him. Babies add stress to relationships, not bring you closer. So you need to be solid in your relationship (hopefully married) and in your life before being responsible for another human being.